想太多。。

外头一样的冷。前天传来的噩耗，让我的房间多了叫做“sorrow”的东西。
没想过来到这里也会有身边的人离开尘世，又有多少事我有想过的？

生命由某种意义上来说，意味着什么？有多少人能够参透？

在网上遛达遛达，因为闷嘛，怎么却发觉少了样东西？怎么说明内心的怀疑？

何况也应该没有这个必要，是吗？
天各一方，更何况只是朋友，我又能怎样？！

多少疑问，静静想了想，其实也不算什么。
是，又怎样？
不是，又能怎样？

每个人都有自己的生活。就算只是两条直线，曾经的交汇就已经足够吧？！
错过了，就错过了。就算紧紧地握住不放，细沙也会穿过手掌落在地上。她，本来就属于地上。

部落格上残缺的那页，就用时间慢慢填补。
时间，一直以来都是最好的止痛药。可是过往的温柔，没有理由能够忘记。

我把疑问埋藏心底。。
而你，快不快乐？

Status...

I wonder, only can look at you from miles away..
I wonder, i'll never let you know who am i..
I wonder, were we always two parallel lines..

In front of the computer, we act like acquaintances； when we come face to face, we became strangers. But now?

I love to see your smile, you'll never know how charming your are. Made you smile, somehow, already become my routine. Never thought can be so close, with you. Made me feel, are we more than friends? Can we more than friends?

Humans scoundrelism, demand for more and more. But, am I? I just try to get, what i want, i thought..

Far far away, even though, stand under below negative temperature, my heart still burns with passion. Your encouragement boosted my confident to the peak, i thought, i had got the correct message.. But,am i?

Actually, I just wan to make you happy. But, when i am serious, you said, i was kidding.. kidding..

Are you trying to protect the balance of our friendship? I had been a lot of thwart before i reached this step, but now? Myraid of negative feelings, get together and concerted perfectly.

Since when, eyes, covered by mist.. No matter how hard i try, i'll never be able to look into your heart..

无，情。

古典复兴的浪漫格调，是你那幽冥般的城堡。

镶金的镜框，竟映着你那痴迷的微笑。像毒蛇将我缠绕。

麻痹涌上心头，是要被你宰割的羊羔。

我不停的逃，野狗般四处寻找。无路可退的终结，向你求饶。愚昧跌入你无情的囚牢。

拷问我对你的痴狂？换来的是我一句嘲笑。

冷风利刃爱恋刮落，剑锋刺骨逝情深挫。地上血红闪耀，滴下的血凝结成膏。

砰！暗。

腐败的身体，只有蛆虫倚靠。

天堂，你，继续寻找。人间，你，低头哀悼。

簫竹映影

十月枫树下，多少个秋带走了她的离愁。岁月化成她的枫叶，发黄，落下。

你轻轻的提着泪，来到岁月的湖边。拿起枫叶，放下。

我见犹怜，林黛玉也不过如此。

葬花何比葬心。。

竹林深处，多少幽魂轻哀怨尤；
深山孤坟，无主孤魂独唱哀愁。

墳前的那束花，留下的残影，原来全是错觉。。

你折下管竹，化成簫。

簫声回荡，一镜湖水净泛涟漪；
游魂轻讼，无边翠翠绿竹摇曳。

突然，你停下。还来不及记起，风却已送走了你的旋律。

曾几何时起，我的回忆也一并消失，随着你簫的旋律。。。。。