Lies

What is love? i'm so sick of love songs, i hate damn love song...

It's raining at late night. It brings you here. I am running in the paths of memory
Could I be living fine without you?
I drank the alcohol I couldn't drink, I even drank up the whole night that burned my heart
I hate it, a day without you is too long, I beg to finally forget about you

But, it's all lies.

Without you, I have no smiles. Tears, well up
How do I live?
It makes me mad.. I think I'm going to be insane at the thought of you
I want to see you, you knew I'll be right there

I'm so sorry but i love you. It's not lies. I knew, I do, I need you
I'm so sorry but i love you, i'm so sorry but i love you..

That song I sang for you that I had put all my feeling into, others probably don't know
By myself for you, so that nobody else knows
Where are you, that habit of mine of calling you

Could everything just a dream? Because I had nothing more than this..

I can't forget you. Even though it will takes forever, even though until I die.
I wonder that pain I gave you has healed. I'm sorry because I didn't do anything well for you

I'm so sorry but i love you. It's not lies. I knew, I do, I need you
I'm so sorry but i love you, i'm so sorry but i love you..

如果。。

如果，这是我爱你最好的距离，我愿意永远的离开你。

如果，这是你给我最温柔的暗示，我可以永远都忘了你。

如果，这是我爱你最好的借口，我愿意骗自己离开你。

如果，这是你给我最温柔的等待，我可以孤单的等下去。

如果，也只是如果。。

我，办不到。。

（不是无所谓，压抑在心底不让你知道；假装不在意。。
等待，我在等待，我一直都在等待。。
你知道我不会离开，我不会离开。。）

离开

第一道阳光撑开隙缝洒将下来，空荡的房间弥漫着浓浓的眷恋。暖暖的，就像你的体温，久久，不散。。

不想挣开眼，还无法接受你已不在。。

透进来的阳光映着尘埃，思绪随着游走，着不了地。。

窗外的世界如此喧嚣，这里的我却被孤独围困。

害怕孤独。

褪色的感情，再如何也补不回来。

一杯热咖啡，试着擦拭昨日的记忆。可再热也化不开浓浓的愁。

带着微微酸性的苦，坠入另一个境界。嘴里的苦，是否和血液里的成正比？

稠稠的愁，念着每一个想你的细胞，分裂，扩散。

停不了，这恶性的循环，等待，一个结束。

风吹过，想你就像那朵花,坠落。。

春天来了，花开了，可我再也没有剩下什么。。

颦

一抹淡淡的忧伤。。内里夹杂着的是数不尽的哀愁

柳月弯弯，就像你的眉，衬托出你的眼，看不腻的韵味。

弯弯的嘴角，感叹人生多少。

阳光下，却看不见你，你在哪里？

手捏莲花，绕指柔至无法自拔。。

哪儿来的蝴蝶，缠着尔含苞待放的花？

冬天的逝去，也带走了岑静的美好。

居中看着南亭，酝酿已久的孤独，洪水侵袭。

多少人，多少事？

风掠过，影还留。

用泪水灌溉一株绛珠，

可否能换来一次永恒？

Blood brothers..

What great news ?

What a great day with others...

Hiding your pride, seeking your destiny.

Having fun, while stepping on the hearts of others.

Selling your heart and burying your soul.

Sliting our body and drinking our blood.

What is your alibi, that drives you to do so.

It’s in our blood, destroy ourselves.

It’s in our blood, kill ourselves.

It’s in our blood, kill one another.

Blood brothers,we are.

How many chances it can lead you back to the path?

How many times can we tolerate your infliction?

Rotten flesh and an empty vessel, is this what you choose to be?

Cunning tricks and vile plans, is this deliberate or is it just me?

This is your nature of life, vacillating between hope and despair.

This is your nature of life, wavering between betray and faithful.

Blood brothers we are..

迷。。

破晓的晨钟，在耳边响起。

肩上的发香，诉说着你的离去。

闭上眼，痛，仿佛只在前一秒开始。

分不清，是梦，还是现实。看不到你，却感觉到你在那里。


脚踩大红绸缎，身穿天鹅羽绒。熟悉的画面在眼前出现

左边的书架上，一层厚厚的灰，遮掩不了它的妩媚。

呼，发黄的封面竟镶着玫瑰？！

鲜血般的娇艳，是因为染上的色？还是滴下的血？

困惑的眼睛，映出为你写下的字句。。



梯级队成的螺旋体，让人摸不着它的尽头究竟在哪里

花岗岩上雕刻的是，满是荆棘的玫瑰

隐隐约约透出种异样的气氛

门后，是触摸不到的身影。。。

想太多。。

外头一样的冷。前天传来的噩耗，让我的房间多了叫做“sorrow”的东西。
没想过来到这里也会有身边的人离开尘世，又有多少事我有想过的？

生命由某种意义上来说，意味着什么？有多少人能够参透？

在网上遛达遛达，因为闷嘛，怎么却发觉少了样东西？怎么说明内心的怀疑？

何况也应该没有这个必要，是吗？
天各一方，更何况只是朋友，我又能怎样？！

多少疑问，静静想了想，其实也不算什么。
是，又怎样？
不是，又能怎样？

每个人都有自己的生活。就算只是两条直线，曾经的交汇就已经足够吧？！
错过了，就错过了。就算紧紧地握住不放，细沙也会穿过手掌落在地上。她，本来就属于地上。

部落格上残缺的那页，就用时间慢慢填补。
时间，一直以来都是最好的止痛药。可是过往的温柔，没有理由能够忘记。

我把疑问埋藏心底。。
而你，快不快乐？

Status...

I wonder, only can look at you from miles away..
I wonder, i'll never let you know who am i..
I wonder, were we always two parallel lines..

In front of the computer, we act like acquaintances； when we come face to face, we became strangers. But now?

I love to see your smile, you'll never know how charming your are. Made you smile, somehow, already become my routine. Never thought can be so close, with you. Made me feel, are we more than friends? Can we more than friends?

Humans scoundrelism, demand for more and more. But, am I? I just try to get, what i want, i thought..

Far far away, even though, stand under below negative temperature, my heart still burns with passion. Your encouragement boosted my confident to the peak, i thought, i had got the correct message.. But,am i?

Actually, I just wan to make you happy. But, when i am serious, you said, i was kidding.. kidding..

Are you trying to protect the balance of our friendship? I had been a lot of thwart before i reached this step, but now? Myraid of negative feelings, get together and concerted perfectly.

Since when, eyes, covered by mist.. No matter how hard i try, i'll never be able to look into your heart..

无，情。

古典复兴的浪漫格调，是你那幽冥般的城堡。

镶金的镜框，竟映着你那痴迷的微笑。像毒蛇将我缠绕。

麻痹涌上心头，是要被你宰割的羊羔。

我不停的逃，野狗般四处寻找。无路可退的终结，向你求饶。愚昧跌入你无情的囚牢。

拷问我对你的痴狂？换来的是我一句嘲笑。

冷风利刃爱恋刮落，剑锋刺骨逝情深挫。地上血红闪耀，滴下的血凝结成膏。

砰！暗。

腐败的身体，只有蛆虫倚靠。

天堂，你，继续寻找。人间，你，低头哀悼。

簫竹映影

十月枫树下，多少个秋带走了她的离愁。岁月化成她的枫叶，发黄，落下。

你轻轻的提着泪，来到岁月的湖边。拿起枫叶，放下。

我见犹怜，林黛玉也不过如此。

葬花何比葬心。。

竹林深处，多少幽魂轻哀怨尤；
深山孤坟，无主孤魂独唱哀愁。

墳前的那束花，留下的残影，原来全是错觉。。

你折下管竹，化成簫。

簫声回荡，一镜湖水净泛涟漪；
游魂轻讼，无边翠翠绿竹摇曳。

突然，你停下。还来不及记起，风却已送走了你的旋律。

曾几何时起，我的回忆也一并消失，随着你簫的旋律。。。。。